About Mfabulous13

"If there were no mystery left to explore life would get rather dull, wouldn't it?" -Sidney Buchman "You have to be born a sex symbol. You don't become one. If you're born with it, you'll have it even when you're 100 years old."-Sophia Loren

"Cool means being able to hang with yourself. All you have to ask yourself is "Is there anybody I'm afraid of? Is there anybody who if I walked into a room and saw, I'd get nervous?" If not, then you're cool."- Prince

“I'm seeing something that was always hidden. I'm in the middle of a mystery and it's all secret.” –Blue Velvet

“It's the mind that creates the illusion of impossible; therefore my thoughts are consumed with rebellion........."-Monica Starlight

“There is a fountain of youth: it is your mind, your talents, the creativity you bring to your life and the lives of the people you love. When you learn to tap this source, you will have truly defeated age.”-Sophia Loren

"Never let anyone or anything dim or dampen your spirit. Shine your light, and keep it bright."-Monica Starlight

“Being beautiful can never hurt, but you have to have more. You have to sparkle, you have to be fun, you have to make your brain work if you have one.”-Sophia Loren

"At end of the day, what is it that you really have to say?"-Monica Starlight

"To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt."- Madonna

“I am a survivor. I am like a cockroach, you just can't get rid of me.”-Madonna

"Surely the day will come when color means nothing more than the skin tone, when religion is seen uniquely as a way to speak one's soul; when birth places have the weight of a throw of the dice and all men are born free, when understanding breeds love and brotherhood."

-Josephine Baker

“People say that you're going the wrong way when it's simply a way of your own”-Angelina Jolie

"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.”-Angelina Jolie

"A great artist is a great man in a great child."- Victor Hugo

"And when man faces destiny, destiny ends and man comes into his own. "-Andre Malraux

"I’VE ALWAYS BEEN A REBEL. I NEVER DO THINGS THE WAY THEY’RE SUPPOSED TO BE DONE. EITHER I GO IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION OR I CREATE A NEW DIRECTION FOR MYSELF, REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE RULES ARE OR WHAT SOCIETY SAYS."- Grace Jones

"Yes, the world is not simply a stage, but a Barnum and Bailey world, just as phony as it can be. For the world to become any more truthful, we'd all better come to grip with the facts."-Anonymous

"Do not think of today's failures, but of the success that may come tomorrow. You have set yourself a difficult task, but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find a joy in overcoming obstacles." -Helen Keller

“The mind is its own place and in itself can make a Heav’n of Hell, a Hell of Heav’n.”

-John Milton-Paradise Lost

"To be always intending to make a new and better life but never to find time to set about it is as to put off eating and drinking and sleeping from one day to the next until you're dead." -Anonymous

"Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands. " -Clint Eastwood

"Respect your efforts, respect yourself. Self-respect leads to self-discipline. When you have both firmly under your belt, that's real power. "-Clint Eastwood

"I don't believe in pessimism. If something doesn't come up the way you want, forge ahead. If you think it's going to rain, it will. " -Clint Eastwood

"The most wasted day is that in which we have not laughed."

-Sebastien-Roch Nicolas de Chamfort

"Humor is the instinct for taking pain playfully." -Max Eastman

"You find out who your real friends are when you're involved in a scandal. "- Elizabeth Taylor

"Those who are easily shocked should be shocked more often.”-Mae West

"No pessimist ever discovered the secret of the stars, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new doorway for the human spirit."- Helen Keller

"The things we truly love stay with us always, locked in our hearts as long as life remains. "- Josephine Baker

“Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.”-Angelina Jolie

"Everyone has to make their own decisions. I still believe in that. You just have to be able to accept the consequences without complaining. "- Grace Jones

"If you haven't cried, your eyes can't be beautiful. "- Sophia Loren

"I'm tough, I'm ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay."- Madonna Ciccone

I am a survivor believing and demonstrating freedom.Since I was born I had to face and endure unspeakable horrors and repression, it is a miracle that I broke free, and am alive.

It takes more conviction and bravery to be an individual, than to blindly and obediently follow herd mentality. Stand Tall......and be yourself!

I LOVE The Mindfreak Criss Angel! I am a native to Long Island, and former club kid, needless to say. I always knew that he was a trailblazer, and would go far. Upon laying my eyes on him once again for the promotion to launch the Mindfreak TV show in 2005, I feel inspired. He is great artist. Browsing thru my blogs and profile you'll see a lot about me, as well as my precious Mindfreak Memories and pictures! Thanks for visiting my page! Enjoy the trip!!

Above is the ad in Metro, that by chance, I just happened to pick up and read on the train, that led me to meet Criss Angel at the Mindfreak signing @ Grand Central NYC July 13 2005

Interests: Chocolate, Chocolate Mousse, Strawberries, Cherries, Cheesecake, Ice Cream, motorcycles,Vintage Clothing,Human and Animal Rights, Women's Liberation,Hot and Spicy-Cheez It's, Creative Freedom, Individuality, The American Dream,The Public Library, "Giving the Finger"(flipping the bird!!),Bloody Marys and Eggs Benedict, Beer or Red Wine and pepperoni pizza,sushi and champagne, Swinging in the park on the playground! I'm a real swinger! ;) Blowpops, Secrets, fireworks,blowing bubbles, mystery, Things that go bump in the night,Rollercoasters,Hot Pepper Sauce,Honey, Herbal Tea, Stilettos,Converse High Tops,Rollerskating,Reiki Healing, Color Therapy, Fashion, Tony & Tina Cosmetics, Make Up! Color Juice lip gloss,Red Lipstick,liberace.org, evilkid.com,coopstuff.com,charlesaddams.com,fluffshop.com,jimgoad.net, RubyGloom.com, Dreaming,Romance, Dolls,Art, Anything Leopard,thunder and lightning storms, Performance Art, Cirque Du Soliel, Zumanity, PlayGirl Magazine,Bizarre Magazine, my Tough Bitch Roxxy, and cats Sasha and Marlene Dietrich-Playstation 2 games including: Aeon Flux, Bloodrayne, Cygirls, Grand Theft Auto Vice City, Manhunt, House of the Dead Arcade Version 2 & 3- Love that shotgun! Ultimate Loyal Freak-Sergeant Starlight

Madonna - Die Another Day

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My Heroes : My Reiki Healer Max-(I got the Power!), My Beautician Mary-(Thank you for making me beautiful!),My Orthodonist Dr.S.-(You changed my life!), My Sister Angela-(no such thing as a half sister! boy what we survived in that house!), Cousin Sharon-(B'way Dance Mamma, creative pioneer, survivor, and inspiration!)Majet-(Grandma RIP, a brave survivor, comfort, laughter, and Watching WWF and WCW!)Aunt Vera and Uncle Edo-(great inspiration of survival and lasting romance), Dad-(Mr. Magoo, it's all cool., you got me hooked on those motorcycles), Uncle Armand-(RIP, rebellious, all about the music, sat me down and told me some s#@t about life!)My BF Laura Diva-(Rock and Roll, Girl talk, adolescent partner in crime, lifetime warranty!) Criss Angel eternally handcuffed to my bedpost,because he's magically delicious!!!!.. Madonna, Grace Jones,Elvira, Boy George, Allison Goldfrapp, Marilyn Manson,Cyndi Lauper, M.I.A., Stepanie Mills, Chaka Khan, Elizabeth Taylor,Stevie Wonder, Sophia Loren, Pat Benatar,Diana Ross, Cher, Iman,Bjork, Peter Frampton, Joan Jett, George Clinton, Perry Farrell, Chris Cornell, Yoko, Ono ,Trent Reznor, Christopher Walken, Wes Craven, Clint Eastwood ,Glen Danzig, Angelina Jolie, David Bowie, Prince,Nancy Friday, Audrey Hepburn, Erica Jong, Pamela Des Barres, Pauline Reage, Stephen King, Mr. Rogers, David Lynch, Michael Parkes, John Galliano, Karl Lagerfeld , Jean Paul Gauiter, Roberto Cavalli, Dr. Suess, James Bond, Indiana Jones, Audrey Hepburn, Blanche Barton, Anne Rice, Jade Sol Luna-would love to channel: Catwoman aka Selena Kyle, Miss Piggy, Barbie, Ruby Gloom,Wonder Woman, Lilith, Snake Pliston, Count Dracula , Edward D. Wood Jr., Franco Moschino, Romeo Gigli, Morticia Addams, Joan Crawford, Walt Disney, Evita, Erte, Coco Chanel, Liberace, Vincent Price, Pink Panther, Betty Boop, Lucille Ball, Snow White, Alfred Hitchcock, Rod Serling, Napolean Hill, Andrew Carnegie, Jean Michel Basquiat ,Joan of Arc, St. Walpurgis, Benjamin Franklin, Amadeus Mozart, Shakespeare, Abraham Lincoln, Catherine The Great, Cleopatra, Billie Holiday,Nina Simone, Rick James, Jim Morrison,John Lennon, Jayne Mansfield, Josephine Baker, James Brown, Marlene Dietrich, Charles Addams, Martin Luther King Jr., Dr. Anton Szandor LaVey, Mahatma Gandhi ,Susan B. Anthony, Aleister Crowley, Harriet Tubman, Rosa Parks, Jimi Hendrix, & Andy Warhol

Invictus-

Out of the night that covers me Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced, nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears, Looms but the horror of the shade.

And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate, how charged with punishment the scroll.

I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.

-William Ernest Henley 1849-1903

Power

I can make the earth stop in its tracks.

I made the blue cars go away.

I can make myself invisible or small.

I can become gigantic & reach the farthest things.

I can change the course of nature. I can place myself anywhere in space or time.

I can summon the dead.

I can perceive events on other worlds, in my deepest inner mind, and in the minds of others.

I can

I am

-Jim Morrison-Wilderness

Take the time….

Time to listen and to learn.

Time to see the beauty,

the wonder and the warmth in those you love.

Take the time to show you care--

to create memories and appreciate special moments.

Time is precious—use it well.

Take time to heal old wounds,

time to allow yourself to grow.

And above all…....

take time to be you

and believe in yourself.

The butterfly counts not months,

but moments,

and has time enough.

-Rabindranath Tagore

“There is only so much time to live, only so much time to hate. The world is upside down. It overflows with things worth hating. Every new dawn brings something to despise.

The smiling faces who try to force love and peace and justice down your throat are

often the most petty, hateful souls of all.

Hate them, will you? Hate them hard. Hate them long. Hate them with every bleeding f

fiber of your obnoxiously savage heart.

Don’t let them ever take away your hatred.”

-from “Answer Me” by Jim Goad

Lipstick

That crimson coating on my lips

makes me feminine and powerful, desiring to kiss

you imagine it's stain on your collar

Fiery alluring vixen

Color Illuminating off my sexy pout

Scarlet imprint on my love letters, his mind lingering,

imagining that hot sensation on his neck.

-© 2007 Monica Starlight

"Oh why was I born with a different face

Why was I not born like the rest of my race

When I look each one starts, when I speak I offend

Then I'm silent and passive and lose every friend

Improvement makes straight roads

But the crooked roads without improvement are roads of genius

I went to the Garden of Love

And saw what I had never seen

A chapel was built in the midst

Where I used to play on the green

and the gates of the chapel were shut

And "Thou Shalt not" writ over the door

So I turned to the Garden of Love

that so many sweet flowers bore

And I saw it was filled with graves

and tombstones where flowers should be

And priests in black gowns were walking their rounds

and binding with briars, my joys and desires

The ancient tradition that the world will be consumed in fire

At the end of 6,000 years is true as I have heard from Hell

The whole creation will be consumed and appear infinite

and holy

Where as it now appears finite and corrupt

this will come to pass by an improvement of sensual enjoyment

But the first notion that man has a body distinct from his soul is

to be expunged

This I shall do by printing in the infernal method

By corrosives which in Hell are salutory and medicinal

Melting apparent surfaces away and displaying with infinite

which is hid

If the doors of perception were cleansed

Everything would appear to man as it is........infinite

For man has closed himself up

Till he sees things through narrow chinks of his cavern

Why art thou silent and invisible

Father of jealousy

Why does thou hide thyself in clouds

From every searching eye

Why darkness and obscurity in thy words and laws

That none dare eat the fruit but from thy wily serpants jaws

It is because secrecy gains females loud applause"

-William Blake-Featured in Dead Man -a film by Jim Jarmusch